Archive for May, 2013

I Was a Teenage Nihilist and achieved absolutely something

Posted in existstentialism, nihilism, Uncategorized on May 14, 2013 by anacarlo

Reflecting on my personal success at achieving zero, I realise it has been a long hard struggle. Sacrifices were made on the journey to complete dissolution. I failed and couldn’t help but to create on the journey and such is my failure.

I have a beautiful daughter, thankfully she belongs to herself (as I last heard from her mum, 1yr ago) and maybe I will see her one day. And here’s an odd one, I once worked in gov’t and brought about a process  by which asylum seekers in the UK found more equitable and anonymous ability to subsist. There is also a trail of paintings and writings that i have discarded across the globe. Perhaps most importantly, though is. My being with people (the names have been changed to protect the innocent) some of whom i have loved very dearly, my presence altering their lives in positive ways.

I have fucking failed as a Nihilist.

It was never my intention,

and I realise now that I should have joined the Conservative Party   



Posted in Uncategorized on May 13, 2013 by anacarlo

Having been away and then having had sporadic internet for an age… Suddenly got connected thanks to a ‘Not Anarchist’ (or maybe he is but doesn’t .. i don’t know or care) who is broadcasting free wifi access over the Valle, the dust, dirt and groves of oranges, lemons and olive trees and also thanks to a solar powered ‘lappy’ Im sort of happy to be back on line so, It’s Tierra y Libertad, the only trouble being keeping the liberated earth out of the afore mentioned Lappy. Already zilched my moby with grit, but unless i was intent on tweeting the antics of the local terrapin populace, it’s no biggie and i’ll scratch one out of the bargain bucket when i get to town next. So. for now it’s-